My husband has a mistress. I was jealous because I thought that my husband and wife wouldn't enter the water after finishing my role as a mother, but even if I resent it, I won't come back. I decided to go back to work and start practicing and have a good time. However, I feel that the future will be lost as I give up one and choose one ... After 40, I wanted to experience what I didn't know as a woman and I was so embarrassed that I couldn't ask anyone. [* There is some distortion in the image and sound]