We've been dating for a year. She's gentle and quiet, and does whatever I say. She loves me so much. At the beginning of our relationship, I was excited just by her pale, pleasant-to-touch skin and her soft, soothing breasts. She was passive and didn't know how to dominate a man. At first, I drilled into her how to make me feel good. How to rub, touch, and lick my dick. How to foreplay other parts of my body like the nipples, balls, and anus, how to kiss, and how to move in cowgirl position... I want her to be more...more colored by me. I want her to accept me more. Restraint and blindfold play, deep throat, choking... I felt the utmost joy and excitement when I saw her accepting it obediently, even though she looked like she was in pain.