I'm sorry, Natsu. I got addicted to gambling, got involved with loan sharks, and ended up like this... It felt good... I got a lot of money at the casino, got cocky, spent lavishly, bought Natsu a luxury bag as a gift, and was feeling completely high It only took an instant for me to fall into the abyss... If I could just hit it off... I could still do something about it I was obsessed like a madman But there was nothing I could do Then I was called to the loan shark's office They said I couldn't make the money on my own, so Natsu and I came together to help me with the 10 million yen, which was no way I could pay it back Even with Natsu's savings and what I borrowed from relatives, it was only 2 million The remaining 8 million had to be paid back by filming a doujin AV and working part-time at the casino She was made to suck the loan shark's penis in front of me, he shoved it in raw, and he creampied me, and all I could do was wipe up the semen that had been creampied, and I felt a sense of emptiness The video seemed to sell more than I had expected I had asked not to show my face, but Natsu even started showing her face, as she was told she could earn more if she showed it. Natsu was well-liked by the loan shark boss, and the video shoots became more intense. I was then put in charge of editing the videos. I absolutely hated seeing Natsu having sex with a man other than me and feeling it. Then, I finally paid off my debt... I thought that with Natsu, we could work hard together for a long time to come, so I proposed to him, saying, "Let's get married," but he turned me down, saying, "Are you stupid?" Even though I had already paid off my debt, Natsu still wanted to be filmed. And so, she officially debuted as an AV actress under the name "Hinata Natsu" with an AV maker. It seemed that Natsu's place to shine was not in marriage to me, but as an AV actress.